Life is like a War Zone

Backstreet Boys - Something That I Already Know

2010-04-14T20:52:00.003+08:00

Here we are

Seven days, and seven nights of empty tries
Its rituals, habitual
But it’s never gonna work this time

We’re to the point
Of no return
And along the way the only thing we’ve learned
Is how to hurt each other

I’m looking back and wondering why
It took so long to realize
That nothing's changed, it never will
All these years of standing still
And still we stay, in all this pain
And nothing's gonna to make it go away

Chorus:
I don't want to wait another minute
Put me out of my misery
I can read your mind baby you're not in it
And we're not what we used to be
No you wouldn't have to lie to me
If you would only let me go
And I don't want to wait another minute to hear

Something that I already know
I know, I know, I know
Something that I already know
I know, I know, I know

So save your voice
Don’t waste your breath
Can’t you see we’re at the end?
This goodbye, is permanent
So wish me well
And try to forget

All the fights
And all the ways
We almost made it
But we never did
And it’s finally come to this

I don't want to wait another minute
Put me out of my misery
I can read your mind baby you're not in it
And we're not what we used to be
No you wouldn't have to lie to me
If you would only let me go
And I don't want to wait another minute to hear
Something that I already know

We can not hide what we've become
So sick inside from being done
It's done, it's done

Repeat Chorus

Year 3 ~

2009-09-08T11:11:00.002+08:00

Well its been a long long time since i last update my blog, not because i was busy but plain lazy.
Now that I've started college once again, its back to work once more~

Back to college = back to blogging since i do have some free time to spare~

5 weeks have past

2009-06-20T12:11:00.002+08:00

5 weeks have past since i started my climincal placement. Things has been going fine just a little bored. There are nice things and not so nice things that have happen. Some how i can't wait to go back to college. I've been really lazy to blog lately due to work but i'll be back when i'm at college.

Why? I'm in a daze~

2009-05-28T21:26:00.002+08:00

This whole week I'm in a daze, rather u can say I'm like day dreaming. Everything is so routine now and I'm a robot. I feel that something is missing and i really would like it to fill up but what?

Internship is as usual nothing much just the same old same old everyday. There are ups and down but just that nothing really that exciting. Tomorrow shall be the 10 day of internship and i so can't wait for it to finish. I really want a break and hope it last but after this will be exam exam.

Everyone seems to be enjoying life but something in me is missing, I do hope i find it Haiz

Internshippppp~

2009-05-21T17:56:00.002+08:00

Its been like 2 weeks since i blog? forgot

Anyway Intership at the Hospital has started. It has only been 4 days but it felt like years.

Being an Intern is not easy.

Nothing much to say but will blog about it more later~

Soon SOON~

2009-05-07T13:44:00.002+08:00

Its been like 3 days since my parents left for china for a holiday, things are going pretty well but there is also some bad news. Been driving to college too, it was my 1st time i drove to college alone, kind of scary at 1st but i got use to it.

Traveling on the road

Day 1 - 5/5/2009 Left house at 6.45am reach college at 7.40am
Left college at 4.00pm reach home at 4.50pm
Day 2 - 6/5/2009 Left house at 7.00am reach at college 7.45am
Left college at 4.05pm reach home at 4.45pm
Day 3 - 7/5/2009 Left house at 7.05am reach college at 8.00am

Mrs Seeva a church members of mine pass away and she was indeed a nice lady, at the age of 94 born the year 1916, she was still alert and verbal. The last time i've seen her was during Easter Sunday and the next day she was hospitalise. Anyway she pass away on 5 May 2009 at 4.45pm and she was a great Lady that I shall remember. Every Christmas eve we the youth of MGC will go to her house to sing carols well I'm honored to have sang for her.

R.I.P Mrs Seeva

Can't wait for this week to end~

2009-05-04T13:52:00.005+08:00

When did I last blog? hmm can't seem to remember. Oh!! since last Thursday only, feels like its been months.

Well I went to watch X-men on last Thursday after class and i think its really a nice movie.

On last Friday morning me, my 2 sis, bro and dad went to MPH ware house sale, we bought 21 books for RM 110. Out of 21 7 are mine. It was a really exciting experience picking books and books and books.

On Saturday I went for the PITH at PJGH which my youth and it was ok, love the worship it was fun.

Today class as usual but I really can't wait for this week to end, furthermore mom and dad are leaving for China tomorrow for 12 days on holiday. I'm not sure if I can handle things, like driving to college and getting meals done but I pray that God grant me strength.

This week will be my last week of study week and then I'm staring my placement at Selayang Hospital I hope.

This week will be hectic and busy because of finishing up the subjects.

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Naruto Movie 4 or Naruto Shippuuden Movie 1

Evil ninja seek to revive Mouryou, a dark spirit who had been defeated some 20 years previously. The former Demon Country shrine maiden had Mouryou's body split from its spirit. The evil Yomi, a former leader in Mouryou's army, seeks to rejoin the body and spirit so his master can once again walk the earth. But first he must kill the current shrine maiden, to ensure Mouryou can not be stopped again. The shrine maiden Shion is gifted with the ability of foresight. She can see the death of those close to her, who all sacrifice themselves so that she may live. When a team from Konoha is sent to protect her, Shion foresees Naruto's death. Can Naruto convince the cold-hearted Shion that ones fate is not set in stone or will Yomi and his chakra-enhanced men succeed and revive Mouryou?

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Naruto Movie 5 or Naruto Shippuuden Movie 2

Japanese Title: Naruto Shippuuden the Movie 2: Kizuna

English TranslationNaruto: Hurricane Chronicles the Movie 2: Bonds

Naruto Shippuuden Movie 2 is the fifth overall Naruto film and second Naruto: Shippuuden movie. The movie was initially announced in Weekly Shonen Jump, and shortly followed by a teaser trailer featuring Sasuke and Naruto. In the movie a mysterious group of ninja make a surprise attack on the Hidden Leaf Village and they are about to make the idea of a full blown ninja war into a reality until the missing ninja, Sasuke, decides to step in.

Restless Day~

2009-04-30T08:01:00.007+08:00

Yesterday was such a restless day, because the night before i didn't sleep well because I was dreaming the whole night thru. It was my dad's 50th birthday yesterday and we had a party for him. I wasn't really up for it as I was really tired and jump put on a face because my relative where there.

During class yesterday I didn't listen much and i had the urge to draw so here are some drawings i did.

This is my cousin's iphone, looks so cool and like the real thing but.. hahas =)

lag lag lag die =.=

Swine flu

2009-04-28T08:40:00.003+08:00

Signs and symptoms

The Centers for Disease Control and Prevention (CDC) have stated that the symptoms of swine flu are similar to those of other strains of human flu, including fever, cough, sore throat, body aches, headache, chills and fatigue. A few patients have reported that they also suffered from diarrhea and vomiting.

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Swine_flu

Eat Your Vegetables~

2009-04-28T08:38:00.003+08:00

Current WHO phase of pandemic alert

2009-04-28T08:29:00.003+08:00

In nature, influenza viruses circulate continuously among animals, especially birds. Even though such viruses might theoretically develop into pandemic viruses, in Phase 1 no viruses circulating among animals have been reported to cause infections in humans.

In Phase 2 an animal influenza virus circulating among domesticated or wild animals is known to have caused infection in humans, and is therefore considered a potential pandemic threat.

In Phase 3, an animal or human-animal influenza reassortant virus has caused sporadic cases or small clusters of disease in people, but has not resulted in human-to-human transmission sufficient to sustain community-level outbreaks. Limited human-to-human transmission may occur under some circumstances, for example, when there is close contact between an infected person and an unprotected caregiver. However, limited transmission under such restricted circumstances does not indicate that the virus has gained the level of transmissibility among humans necessary to cause a pandemic.

Phase 4 is characterized by verified human-to-human transmission of an animal or human-animal influenza reassortant virus able to cause “community-level outbreaks.” The ability to cause sustained disease outbreaks in a community marks a significant upwards shift in the risk for a pandemic. Any country that suspects or has verified such an event should urgently consult with WHO so that the situation can be jointly assessed and a decision made by the affected country if implementation of a rapid pandemic containment operation is warranted. Phase 4 indicates a significant increase in risk of a pandemic but does not necessarily mean that a pandemic is a forgone conclusion.

Phase 5 is characterized by human-to-human spread of the virus into at least two countries in one WHO region. While most countries will not be affected at this stage, the declaration of Phase 5 is a strong signal that a pandemic is imminent and that the time to finalize the organization, communication, and implementation of the planned mitigation measures is short.

Phase 6, the pandemic phase, is characterized by community level outbreaks in at least one other country in a different WHO region in addition to the criteria defined in Phase 5. Designation of this phase will indicate that a global pandemic is under way.

During the post-peak period, pandemic disease levels in most countries with adequate surveillance will have dropped below peak observed levels. The post-peak period signifies that pandemic activity appears to be decreasing; however, it is uncertain if additional waves will occur and countries will need to be prepared for a second wave.

Previous pandemics have been characterized by waves of activity spread over months. Once the level of disease activity drops, a critical communications task will be to balance this information with the possibility of another wave. Pandemic waves can be separated by months and an immediate “at-ease” signal may be premature.

In the post-pandemic period, influenza disease activity will have returned to levels normally seen for seasonal influenza. It is expected that the pandemic virus will behave as a seasonal influenza A virus. At this stage, it is important to maintain surveillance and update pandemic preparedness and response plans accordingly. An intensive phase of recovery and evaluation may be required.

http://www.who.int/csr/disease/avian_influenza/phase/en/index.html

Maple Life v0.2

2009-04-27T22:53:00.006+08:00

Currently most active character
XenaCullen

This name came from 2 character, Half is Xena The Warrior Princess and half of the name from Twilight, The Cullen Famliy.

Guild join since by XenaCullen since the character was created is Crusades3

Jobs Obtain:
Pirate at level 10
Gunslinger at level 30
Valkyrie at level 70

Currenty level
81

Maple Life v0.1

*Wishes*

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1. Upgrade equips

-cape (pink cape with wa 2 above, + dex)

-earings (with + dex)

-~~glove (wa 7 above)~~

-~~Lvl 70 pirate shoe~~ (obtain on 17 April 2009 Thx DragonicKS)

2. ~~Get my Valkyrie to lvl 80~~ ( Leveled on 20 April 2009)

3. ~~Eye of Horus~~ (obtain on 14 April 2009 thx DragonicKS)

Pass 1st slot on 20 April 2009

Pass 2nd slot on 24 April 2009

Pass 3rd slot on 26 April 2009

4. ~~Scarlion Boss Hat~~ (obtain on 15 April 2009 thx DragonicKS)

Pizza~

2009-04-27T19:22:00.002+08:00

Extra LARGE PIZZA

=) Pendant

2009-04-26T19:07:00.002+08:00

Pass on 24th April 2009

Pass on 26th April 2009

o.0 what is this~

2009-04-24T21:10:00.005+08:00

Today I took full public transport back home, took bus to LRT and then bus home because my mom forgot to take her phone so i just took the bus home. While waiting for the bus, a lady gave me her bus ticket. She said take it. I was like shock and took it. Then I went into the bus with her ticket. o.0 weird. Why was she so kind to me? Never before this happen. I was wearing my college uniform at that time. Maybe because of my uniform? But it was weird isn't it?

Blood Clots/Stroke - They Now Have a Fourth Indicator, the Tongue

2009-04-23T11:46:00.002+08:00

STROKE: Remember the 1st Three Letters....S.T.R.

STROKE IDENTIFICATION

A neurologist says that if he can get to a stroke victim within 3 hours he can totally reverse the effects of a stroke...totally. He said the trick was getting a stroke recognized, diagnosed, and then getting the patient medically cared for within 3 hours, which is tough.

RECOGNIZING A STROKE

Sometimes symptoms of a stroke are difficult to identify. Unfortunately, the lack of awareness spells disaster. The stroke victim may suffer severe brain damage when people nearby fail to recognize the symptoms of a stroke.

Now doctors say a bystander can recognize a stroke by asking three simple questions:

S *Ask the individual to SMILE.
T *Ask the person to TALK and SPEAK A SIMPLE SENTENCE (Coherently)(i.e. It is sunny out today)
R *Ask him or her to RAISE BOTH ARMS.

If he or she has trouble with ANY ONE of these tasks, call emergency number immediately and describe the symptoms to the dispatcher.

New Sign of a Stroke -------- Stick out Your Tongue

NOTE: Another 'sign' of a stroke is this: Ask the person to 'stick' out his tongue.. If the tongue is 'crooked', if it goes to one side or the other, that is also an indication of a stroke.

What Makes A Malaysian A Malaysian?

2009-04-23T11:39:00.004+08:00

Some E-mail someone forward~ weird~

1. A typical young Malaysian can name all the players from a top English Premier League club, but ask him to name one football player from Malaysia, he cannot!

2. When StreamyX come, you complain StreamyX too slow. When Maxis Broadband come, you complain Maxis Broadband always disconnects. When WiMax come, you complain Wimax too expensive. In the end, you say StreamyX still the best lah.

3. When highway toll price increase, you complain. When petrol price increase, you complain. When you go Starbucks buy RM10 coffee, NO COMPLAINTS.

4. When you cannot find parking in a shopping mall and have to walk very far, you complain. When you go inside the shopping mall and there's SALE, run from one end of 1Utama to the other, that one NO COMPLAINT.

5. You are always late. And the excuse you give when you're late is always either: (a) traffic jam (b) no transport or (c) cannot find parking.

6. You have a parent who forces you to take science stream in high school, study engineering in Uni, then when you graduate, they ask you to forget everything you learnt in Uni and do commerce.....

7. You know someone who can specially develop an angmoh accent when speaking to an American / British / Australian.

8. You complain against the government in kopitiam, you talk loud loud. Leave anonymous comments on blogs, you also talk loud loud. Attend ceremah by a party, you shout loud loud. Then when Opposition organise a protest and ask you to go, you dun wan. Scared later kena tangkap by ISA.

9. Every year on the 30th April, you are one of the people below queuing up last minute to submit your tax return at the IRB.

10. When you pay RM10 for something that costs RM1, you blame the Chinese.

11. When a government service is too slow, you blame the Malays.

12. When a building is not good and collapsed, you blame the Indians....

13. When a Chinese student won a scholarship, you say 'Wah! Very clever hor?' When a Malay student won a scholarship, you say 'Aiya! Of course lah! He Malay mah!'

14. When an angmoh stranger kisses you on the cheek to say hello, you very happy. When a Malaysian guy kisses you on the cheek to say hello, you slap him in face.

Is this true?? I dont know

Convenience?

2009-04-22T14:12:00.006+08:00

Cutting Queue? Jumping Queue? So that you can save time? And not bothering about people infront of you?

Over taking? Breaking rules? So you can get to somewhere on time without caing about other people?

Betrayal of a friend? So that one can get what he or she wants? At all cost?

All this for what? WHAT?

Well for convenience sick?? Issit?

Beautiful Lesson

2009-04-21T10:03:00.008+08:00

The girl in the picture is Katie Kirkpatrick, she is 21 . Next to her, her fiancé, Nick, 23. The picture was taken shortly before their wedding ceremony, held on January 11, 2005 in the US . Katie has terminal cancer and spend hours a day receiving medication. In the picture, Nick is waiting for her on one of the many sessions of quimo to end.

In spite of all the pain, organ failures, and morphine shots, Katie is going along with her wedding and took care of every detail The dress had to be adjusted a few times due to her constant weight loss

An unusual accessory at the party was the oxygen tube that ketie used throughout the ceremony and reception as well. The other couple in the picture are Nick's parents. Excited to see her son marrying his high school sweetheart.

Katie, in her wheelchair with the oxygen tube , listening a song from her husband and friends

At the reception, katie had to take a few restsThe pain do not let her to be standing up for long periods

Katie died five days after her wedding day. Watching a women so ill and weak getting married and with a smile on her face makes us think..... Happiness is reachable, no matter how long it last. We should stop making our lives complicated.

Life is short

Break the rules

forgive quickly

kiss passionately, love truly

laugh constantly

And never stop smiling

no matter how strange life is

Life is not always the party we expected to be

but as long as we are here, we should smile and be grateful.

X-Men Origins: Wolverine

2009-04-21T09:26:00.002+08:00

Wolverine lives a mutant life, seeks revenge against Victor Creed (who will later become Sabertooth) for the death of his girlfriend, and ultimately ends up going through the mutant Weapon X program.

~Click link if you want Spoiler~

http://www.imdb.com/title/tt0458525/synopsis

XD

2009-04-21T08:44:00.004+08:00

Tired of Bad News~

2009-04-20T13:51:00.002+08:00

Lately I've been tired not only physically but mentally, I think I'm able to narrow it down a little on what and why.

I've been receiving a lot of bad news lately, about a close friend, about church members, and other things. I'm really tired of it, but i guess it can't be help.

Today I've just finish with 2 classes of practical. Now am feeling really tired maybe because i sleep really late yesterday. Anyway no Bible study today night due to exams, but my exams or not till 2nd week of May. I've only started studying a little, so i guess i have to put in more afford.

thats all for now kinda lazy~

peace out

Hot hot day~

2009-04-18T20:16:00.006+08:00

Today was a really hot day, I was basically raining with sweat~

Heat + ME = Going Historical and going insane

Went to Book Fair 2009 for the 1st time today, it was pack with people

Call me insane but I actually wanted to go to the book fair to buy comic =)

And actually wanted to go for the autograph session of Kaoru but couldn't because there where so many people.

Bought 3 comic

Middle one is Helios Eclipse vol: 7

Some freebies

ok I Surrender Meow =)

2009-04-17T08:19:00.003+08:00

I Surrender Meow!!!

Hopeful Day~

2009-04-16T08:39:00.003+08:00

Today woke up feeling really tired, and been craving for coffee, haven't drink any since Saturday. 5 days of no coffee an improvement eh? maybe not. I'm still feeling a little sick but not as bad as monday.

Classes for today will be full practical and study study all day for tomorrow's test.

logging of time for class

More Battles ahead~

2009-04-15T13:35:00.007+08:00

Yesterday night i couldn't sleep I think I had insomnia yesterday, wonder why? too excited or too tired? Today was raining really heavy, but i was really tired, so I went into the gym and sleep till the lecturer came. Classes was as usual nothing special, but i did find out i have 1 leg longer then the other.

Oh and 1 more thing, yesterday on the way home, on the train, some random lady said something weird. she said " hey you have really beautiful skin, how do you keep it that way? Drink lots of water is it?" I was stun and reply "yes". Then the whole way home i was thinking of what she had say and wonder is it true or what? Still don't have the answer though.

Exams are near and I do have to start studying though this few days not feeling so well so haven't been studying. Can't wait for to go home and do something =) can't wait kinda excited but I must not get my hopes up so high, or not it will just be another big disappointment again.

Anyway after Easter and Good Friday over its just 1 battle down and so much more battle ahead, I just have to be brave and get stronger to face the next battle.

Something quotes i took from a friends blog, but i change 1 word in it~

Isn't it ironic that,

We adore the people who ignore us,

Ignore the people who adore us,

We love the people who HATE us,

And we hurt the people who loves us.

My 1st stethoscope kinda proud of having it =)

Random pic on my Anatomy book~

Close up~ what do you see??

Hell of A week~

2009-04-14T08:12:00.005+08:00

Its been 4 days since I last blog~

I've been so busy the past week because of Good Friday and Easter.

Good Friday nights and Easter event went pretty ok. But I'm just so glad it was over. Almost everything was carry out as plan. But I did receive bad news about a friend later on.

But during Easter, i was feeling under he weather already so I didn't really enjoyed myself. There were many new faces during the Easter service which was good turnout.

After all this event, yesterday i took mc and didn't go to college because I was sick, am still sick now but I can not miss classes or not I'll be lacking behind.

Yesterday when I went and see the doctor, I realise I haven't been sick for a while, the last time I've seen the doctor was Oct 2008. Which was surprising because I usually get sick often and have to see the doctor almost every month. Great improvement? maybe..

At the moment I'm at college computer lab blogging, I'm feeling tired and weak. I'm only thinking of '' Faster finish class, then can go home and rest".

A friend ask me why didn't i put my own pictures in the blog? Well i guess i should, but not now but one of the days I shall.

Nothing much to blog now~ maybe later

To be liked or to be respected

2009-04-10T08:42:00.005+08:00

So would you like to liked or respected? Hmm I think i like to be respected more then to be liked. But anyway I'll like to be respected then only be like if i can chose both, but if only 1 can be chosen then it will be "Is to be Respected".

You may respect me and not like me. Is that possible? Its like your headmaster or HOD or bosses. You respect that person for who he or she is but may not like that person. This is from my personal experience.

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Oh great its Good Friday today, much to be done. For the next few days I'll be busy busy with Good Friday and Easter event. Feeling kind of stress. Wish it ends soon. Today I'll be having a test and I don't think I'm ready. I don't have any mood to study but only worrying about tonight's event and Sundays.

Actually I still don't know which Hospital I'll be posted to, pray that I'll get the hospital I want and its nearby.

Lately I've been feeling down and lost and weary. Feeling loveless too but that's not true because my family and God loves me. Just the feeling but still, I need to move and can not stop.

Dear God,

Grant me strength and patience to be able to cope in my studies and also do Your Will.

Amen

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Great its just great today test was cancel~

Here's what happen, class was over and it was test time.

My lecturer said: Ok everyone, take out a piece of paper and copy the questions down.
My classmates: Aww, Sir 5 mins break, we just finish your lectuer.
Lecturer: Faster take your papers out.
( 2 or 3 of my classmates rush out to the toilet because the test was 1 hour long and you cant go to the toilet when the test is on. Then all of them are back)
Lecturer: Ok, Question number 1, A 29 year old gentleman "Blank"
Classmates: Huh, sir "blank?
Lecturer: yes "blank" or dash
Me: o.0 huh why gentleman and not female or male sir?
Lecturer: A 29 year old gentleman " blank" because its Good Friday.
Classmates: Huh sir is that a question?
Lecturer: Fill in the "blank" lar
Classmates: TEST IS CANCEL because its Good Friday
Lecturer: (smile)

( then the class went wild) The End

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Marit Larsen - If a Song Could Get Me You

I could try with the waltz
I could try rock'n'roll
I could try with the blues
If a song would dig you

I could sing it high or low
When I let you go, you know
I thought it was for the best
Now it is so obvious

So here it is, here it goes
I could try it rock'n'roll
A change-your-life-forever-tune
If a song could get me you
I could make it high or low
Sing it on the radio
If that is what I need to do
If a song could get me you

I could run for miles and miles
I'd take off and I'd start flying
I could cross land and sea
If you'd just believe me

I should not have hurt you so
This old house is not a home
Without you here there's no use
I've got no time left to lose

So here it is, here it goes
I could try it rock'n'roll
Change-your-life-forever-tune
If a song could get me you
I could make it high or low
Sing it on the radio
If that is what I need to do
If a song could get me you

If a song could get me through
I'd sing my way right back to you
Tell me how to make it right
Tell me now, I'll start tonight
I know I could make it last

I swear to you that if I knew
What I was getting myself into
I wouldn't answer to my fears
I'd never leave you standing there

Just look at me

If you'd only see me
I would prove my love for you
I could swallow half the moon
Just tell me where, tell me when
I will have you back again

So here it is, here it goes
I could try it rock'n'roll
A change-your-life-forever-tune
If a song could get me you
I could make it high or low
Sing it on the radio
If that is what I need to do
If a song could get me you

So here it is, here it goes
I could try it rock'n'roll
A change-your-life-forever-tune
If a song could get me you
I could make it high or low
Sing it on the radio
If that is what I need to do
If a song could get me you

Feeling Glad~

2009-04-08T11:06:00.004+08:00

Yesterday I presented about the Life of Jesus Christ and why He have to come to earth to Die for us, in front of my 26 classmates.

It was for Moral subject, but before the presentation i was scared because it was my 1st time doing this, sharing the gospel openly.

I prayed and as God for strength and that He will use me to share the gospel to my classmates.

When I started sharing it was total silence, i could see all eyes are upon me and they were listening. I presented my part confidently and i didn't make anyway stops in between lines and presented everything i had too.

After the presentation i realise that no one talk the whole way of my presentation and was listening intensely. I was really glad of what i have share and pray that some how, seeds were planted.

I felt really good being able to share and I hope to do it more often in the future.

Someone commented~ Hey look at your blog tittle "Life is like a war zone" and now your in one. I gave it some thought and I have to agree, Life is really like a war zone, never ending war is ahead of us but we have to be ready to face it. Never run away when your fear something but face it with courage and with hope and Faith.

Thats all for now~

Are you Humble?

2009-04-07T09:11:00.007+08:00

Am I humble? I really don't know but maybe??

How to be Humble?

1.Appreciate your talents.
2.Conduct an honest evaluation of yourself
3.Understand your limitations
4.Recognize your own faults
5.Stop comparing
6.Appreciate the talents and qualities of others
7.Don't be afraid to make mistakes
8.Don't be afraid to defer to others' judgment
9.Rejuvenate your sense of wonder
10.Seek guidance
11.Think about yourself under different circumstances
12.Help others
13.Remain teachable
14.Practice gentleness

Tips
Keep in mind that being humble has many benefits. Humility can help you be more content with your life, and it can also help you endure bad times and improve your relationships with others. It's also essential to being an effective learner. If you think you know it all, you won't be open-minded enough to seek out new knowledge. Humility is also, somewhat counterintuitively, an excellent tool for self-development in general. After all, if you feel superior, you have no incentive to improve. Most of all, being humble allows you to be honest with yourself.

Warnings
Don't fake humility. Pretending to be humble isn't the same as being humble, and often people who pretend to be humble do it in order to seek out praise. Other people will recognize this, and even if you fool some, you won't derive the same benefits as you would through actually developing humility.

http://www.wikihow.com/Be-Humble

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Matthew 20:16

So the last shall be first, and the first last.

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You are Honest, Loyal, Humble and Tolerant

Loyalty:
You value loyalty a fair amount.

You're loyal to your friends... to a point.

But if they cross you, you will reconsider your loyalties.

Staying true to others is important to you, but you also stay true to yourself.

Honesty:
You value honesty a fair amount.

You're honest when you can be, but you aren't a stickler for it.

If a little white lie will make a situation more comfortable, you'll go for it.

In the end, you mostly care about "situational integrity."

Generosity:
You don't really value generosity.

Your needs always come first, no matter what.

And you'll possibly help someone else out...

But only if it helps you in return.

Humility:
You value humility highly.

You have the self-confidence to be happy with who you are.

And you don't need to seek praise to make yourself feel better.

You're very modest, and you're keep the drama factor low.

Tolerance:
You value tolerance highly.

Not only do you enjoy the company of those very different from you...

You do all that you can to seek it out interesting and unique friends.

You think there are many truths in life, and you're open to many of them.

The Five Factor Values Test

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The continuation of "Prince of Tennis"

http://www.onemanga.com/New_Prince_of_Tennis/

NAIL IN THE FENCE

2009-04-06T13:52:00.001+08:00

There once was a little boy who had a bad temper . His Father gave him a bag of nails and told him that every time he lost his temper , he must hammer a nail into the back of the fence.

The first day the boy had driven 37 nails into the fence. Over the next next few weeks, as he learned to control his anger, the number of nails hammered daily gradually dwindled down. He discovered it was easier to hold his temper than to drive those nails into the fence.

Finally the day came when the boy didn't lose his temper at all.

He told his father about it and the father suggested that the boy now pull out one nail for each day that he was able to hold his temper.

The days passed and the young boy was finally

able to tell his father that all the nails were gone.

The father took his son by the hand and led him to the fence.

He said, "You have done well, my son, but look at the holes in the fence.

The fence will never be the same.

When you say things in anger, they leave a scar just like this one.

You can put a knife in a man and draw it out.

It won't matter how many times you say I'm sorry , the wound is still there.

A verbal wound is as bad as a physical one.

Friends are very rare jewels, indeed. They make you smile and encourage you to succeed.

They lend an ear, they share words of praise and they always want to open their hearts to us."

Show your friends how much you care.

Please forgive me if I have ever left a hole in your fence.

I'm Tired But I can't Just Give up

2009-04-06T11:01:00.008+08:00

My last post really seems weird but that was what i was feeling then anyway.

I know I'm tired But I can't just give up and run~

Never give up, never back down, never lose hope, never lose faith~

Why is it that just because of 1 persons action or words can break a whole family?
We should forgive one another and live in peace, or not if there is problem don't tell me we run away? We are all human no one is perfect. But the more you run from something or a problem the more it will haunt you.

The more you fear something the more it comes after you

Always look at the bright side of life and the good side of people not their faults or their bad side.

A little quote from c3 GM: " Why are you being up sad and depress over the members who leave? The ones that are loyal are the ones that really matters the most". Life goes on people come and go as they wish so don't look back and move forward.

What has happen in the past stays the past we should look at the future and try to make a difference for a better future. Improve yourself in anyway we can and correct our wrong doing. Listen to people before you speak, so that you don't say the wrong things.

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Just a little song for the day~

Musical "Annie" - Tomorrow

The sun'll come out

Tomorrow

Bet your bottom dollar

That tomorrow

There'll be sun!

Just thinkin' about

Tomorrow

Clears away the cobwebs,

And the sorrow

'Til there's none!

When I'm stuck a day

That's gray,

And lonely,

I just stick out my chin

And Grin,

And Say,

Oh!

The sun'll come out

Tomorrow

So ya gotta hang on

'Til tomorrow

Come what may

Tomorrow!

I love ya Tomorrow!

You're always

A day

A way!

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Some updates of the blog..

Shout box moved to the above links My Tag box~

If you have any comments on the post leave your comments by clicking the Leave a Comment

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How was your day?

2009-04-03T22:34:00.003+08:00

What day? huh? i didnt know this can be call a day. Done with my test it was ok not so bad. But the events later on is really bad.

ok i had a really bad day, still piss. Why is it so hard to be happy?

Generally all, who are not girls hopeless. Maybe I'm the one Hopeless and useless I guess

Kinda lazy to type

thats all

peace out

Short Update~

2009-04-02T17:23:00.000+08:00

So how was April Fool? Fooled anyone? Did you get fooled? Well nothing special happened to me. Maybe I did fool 1 or 2 person but didn’t really make a big deal out of it.

Today class was ok as usual but was kind of bored. Today I got to know that the HOD (Head of Departments) have change my Batch academic calendar, and now I start my clinical posting 2 weeks late. Not only that but, they also cut short my semester break from 5 weeks to 3, how sad.

I’ve a small Musculoskeletal 3 test tomorrow, and don’t know what is coming out so better just study all.

ok lar thats all for today =p

My Biography

2009-04-01T11:15:00.007+08:00

~Under Construction~

My real name is not known to all but in cyber world I'm known as PiperPotter

Piper is the name I obtain from The series Charmed and Potter from Harry Potter. I've been using this name for the past 5 years or more.

I'm not like your regular girl next door, rather I'm the total opposite. I'm really different for normal girls, and you may call me a freak, or abnormal. I like to tell myself that I'm not human sometimes, Vampire maybe?

I am Female, Chinese, born in 1988. My Western horoscope is Cancer and my Chinese horoscope is Dragon.

I was born into a loving and caring family. I do have a big family you may say. 6 of us in total. Father, Mother, 2 younger sister and a younger brother. I'm the oldest in the siblings of 4 and sometimes i do wish i was the middle or youngest child.

Maple Life v0.1

2009-04-01T08:50:00.010+08:00

Currently most active character

XenaCullen

Valkyrie at level 70

Currenty level

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Retired Character XenaPotter

2008 Crusades Christmas Celebration

25 March 2009 Crusades3 Guild Master finally reach level 200

*Wishes*

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1. Upgrade equips

-cape (pink cape with wa 2 above, + dex)

-earings (with + dex)

-~~glove (wa 7 above)~~

-~~Lvl 70 pirate shoe~~ (obtain on 17 April 2009 Thx DragonicKS)

2. ~~Get my Valkyrie to lvl 80~~ ( Leveled on 20 April 2009)

3. ~~Eye of Horus~~ (obtain on 14 April 2009 thx DragonicKS)

Pass 1st slot on 20 April 2009

Pass 2nd slot on 24 April 2009

Pass 3rd slot on 26 April 2009

4. ~~Scarlion Boss Hat~~ (obtain on 15 April 2009 thx DragonicKS)

World Autism Awareness Day

2009-04-01T08:38:00.010+08:00

World Autism Awareness Day

Date of Event: April 2, 2009

World Autism Awareness Day shines a bright light on autism as a growing global health crisis. WAAD activities help to increase and develop world knowledge of the autism epidemic and impart information regarding the importance of early diagnosis and early intervention. Additionally, WAAD celebrates the unique talents and skills of persons with autism and is a day when individuals with autism are warmly welcomed and embraced in community events around the globe.

2 days ago When i was on the way to hostel to pick up a friend, It was raining, then me and my sister saw a girl walking in the middle of the road and hopping with her hands flying. My sister ask me

"Jie do you see that?" She ask

Then i answered "Yeah Of course i see it"

Then my sister reply me " I though I'm seeing Crazy people"

Then I said " I though I'm seeing dead people"

Then we started laughing

What in the world happen to that girl, she was walking in the middle of the road in the dark with cars passing by and raining. It was insane, maybe she was really stress.

update later cya

Updates~

2009-03-31T20:40:00.001+08:00

Change Contact Me link to Maple Life link at the panel above~

Maple Life link is still under construction

tq

Base Guitar~

2009-03-30T23:32:00.012+08:00

I want this =) !! Dad say "see 1st" though i can play, playing is 1 thing, I still got lots to learn about base guitar. Pureple Base Guitar look so nice. The electric bass guitar is a stringed instrument played primarily with the fingers or thumb (either by plucking, slapping, popping, tapping, or thumping).

The bass guitar is similar in appearance and construction to an electric guitar, but with a larger body, a longer neck and scale length, and usually four strings tuned to the same pitches as those of the double bass, which also corresponds to one octave lower in pitch than the four lower strings of a guitar (E, A, D, and G).The bass guitar is a transposing instrument, as it is notated in bass clef an octave higher than it sounds (as is the double bass) in order to avoid the excessive use of ledger lines. Like the electric guitar, the electric bass guitar is plugged into an amplifier speaker for live performances.

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Reckless words pierce like a sword, but the toungue of the wise brings healing. Prov 12:18

Come to me, all you who are troubled and weighted down with care, and I will give you rest. Matthew 11:28

I can do all things through Christ, who strengthens me. Philippians 4:13

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Haiz i want to play maple~

Number of Marble i now own~

Need 35 of each so now need 14 blue and 3 more pink marble to go ~After i collect 35 each i finally be able to aquire this neck~

I think i will skip zk and go get this one day in the future.

Scarlion Boss Hat

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Taylor Swift -Love Story

We were both young when I first saw you

I close my eyes

And the flashback starts

I'm standing there

On a balcony in summer air

See the lights

See the party, the ball gowns

I see you make your way through the crowd

And say hello, little did I know

That you were Romeo, you were throwing pebbles

And my daddy said stay away from Juliet

And I was crying on the staircase

Begging you please don't go, and I said

Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone

I'll be waiting all there's left to do is run

You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess

It's a love story baby just say yes

So I sneak out to the garden to see you

We keep quiet 'cause we're dead if they knew

So close your eyes

Escape this town for a little while

'Cause you were Romeo, I was a scarlet letter

And my daddy said stay away from Juliet

But you were everything to me

I was begging you please don't go and I said

Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone

I'll be waiting all there's left to do is run

You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess

It's a love story baby just say yes

Romeo save me, they try to tell me how to feel

This love is difficult, but it's real

Don't be afraid, we'll make it out of this mess

It's a love story baby just say yes

Oh oh

I got tired of waiting

Wondering if you were ever coming around

My faith in you is fading

When I met you on the outskirts of town, and I said

Romeo save me I've been feeling so alone

I keep waiting for you but you never come

Is this in my head? I don't know what to think

He knelt to the ground and pulled out a ring

And said, marry me Juliet

You'll never have to be alone I love you and that's all I really know

I talked to your dad, go pick out a white dress

It's a love story baby just say yes

Oh, oh, oh, oh'

Cause we were both young when I first saw you

Feeling weary?

2009-03-30T13:33:00.001+08:00

Monday again? great another 3 more weeks till mid sem exams, study study study time.

Weary simply means physically or mentally exhausted by hard work, exertion, strain, etc.; fatigued; tired: weary eyes; a weary brain.

Well I am feeling weary, April is coming and i have so much to do and so much on my mind, i have to go back to my planing already.

Today I've been waititng for someone to sms me, and the 1st message of the day brightens my day. It made my day better for some reason, i was glad =p

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Matthew 5:37
Simply let your 'Yes' be 'Yes,' and your 'No,' 'No'; anything beyond this comes from the evil one.

Proverbs 12:18
Reckless words pierce like a sword, but the tongue of the wise brings healing.

The tongue reflects a person's spirit; it reveals what is in the heart. Satan is pleased when you do not guard your tongue, because you demonstrate that he, not Christ, controls you.

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Past few weeks I've been listening to the news on radio and almost all the football athletics have been reported to have hamstring injuries.

Hamstring Injuries

Hamstring injuries are common among runners. The hamstring muscles run down the back of the leg from the pelvis to the lower leg bones, and an injury can range from minor strains to total rupture of the muscle. The three muscles that make up the hamstrings are the biceps femoris, semitendinosus and semimembranosus. A hamstring injury is recognized by a sudden, sharp pain in the back of the thigh that may stop you mid-stride. After such an injury, the knee may not extend more than 30 to 40 degrees short of straight without intense pain.

Common Causes of Hamstring Injuries are:

Doing too much, too soon or pushing beyond your limits.
Poor flexibility.
Poor muscle strength.
Muscle imbalance between the quadriceps and hamstring muscle groups.
Muscle fatigue that leads to over exertion
Leg Length Differences. A shorter leg may have tighter hamstrings which are more likely to pull. Improper or no warm-up.
History of hamstring injury.

Marley and Me~

2009-03-29T13:29:00.002+08:00

Yesterday night my family and I took part in the Earth Hour thingy, I didnt want to off my lights but my bro and sis made me do it. Anyway during that time i watch Marley and Me. So here is a little of what is the movie about.

Owen Wilson and Jennifer Aniston go to the dogs with Marley & Me, a tale of a couple embarking on the adventure of marriage, career, family, and the world's worst dog. At least that's how writer and newlywed John comes to describe his blonde lab, Marley, when he takes the puppy home and finds that the fluff-ball has an uncanny ability to eat and/or destroy just about anything. As years go by, John and his wife, Jennifer, contemplate having babies and moving across the country, while Marley grows into 100 lbs. of funny, wild, completely untrainable canine companionship -- as well as one of the most important people in the family. Marley & Me is based on the best-selling autobiographical book by columnist John Grogan.

Welcome to my Life

2009-03-28T18:38:00.001+08:00

Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you
Do you ever wanna runaway?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more?
Before your life is over
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With their big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

No one ever lied straight to your face
No one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy but I'm not gonna be okay
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
Never had to work it was always there
You don't know what it's like, what it's like

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like (what it's like)

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life

Shadow PLay~

2009-03-28T10:25:00.006+08:00

Well this year 2009 Good Friday Night the youth are presenting a shadow play on the Crucifixion of Jesus Christ. Yesterday we practise, and i think we did fine, but there is lots to improve on. Later 3pm going to practise again, but at this very moment I'm not feeling so good.

Lately people have been talking about Earth Hour, kind of a really hot topic but will i participate? maybe not. In 1 hour many things can be done.

Tomorrow my parents will be going back for "Ching Ming" (to clean the grave or the decease) and i wont be going so I'll be at home with my sister i think. But till now i still cant patch my game so, no hope of playing it. Anyway today and tomorrow will be super busy with church stuff. I'm actually more busy during weekends.

Oh and i just realise its already end of March and April is soon to come, this means my Clinical Placement is near and i still don't know where am i going which kind of worries me.

Many new movies are coming out and i want to watch. Can't wait~

ok thats all for now

peace out

Cute Little Mel(Meow)~

2009-03-27T08:50:00.003+08:00

This is so cute =p (p.s this is Mel(meow) holding sniper) wahahaha

Well today after class on the way home, near a junction near my house a really bad car accident happen, there were police cars, and i say 2 cars 1 car totally over turn and 1 just dent a little. I think the car that over turn went up a curb and the over turn will the other car was behind. For the look of it, the accident was bad. After that i went to TESCO with my mom and sis. It was raining so heavy that the umbrella got spoiled and we were all wet. Good thing TESCO management was smart because they turn off the air-conds or not we would be freezing.

I bought myself a new pair of sandals been wanting to buy one. Since black colour was out of stock so i got the yellow one instead. Thats all for now, will be going for Good Friday Practise at 8.00pm.

peace out

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2009-03-27T08:39:00.001+08:00

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Earth Hour~

2009-03-27T08:36:00.000+08:00

Earth Hour is an annual international event created by the WWF (World Wide Fund for Nature/World Wildlife Fund), held on the last Saturday of March, that asks households and businesses to turn off their non-essential lights and electrical appliances for one hour to raise awareness towards the need to take action on climate change.

Earth Hour in Malaysia is planned and run by WWF-Malaysia and its partners. We welcome all parties to participate in Earth Hour on the

28th of March 2009

by turning off your lights for one hour from

8.30pm-9.30pm

For more information http://www.earthhour.org/news/my:en

What Heroes Character Are You?

Peter Petrelli!

Your Sweet, have a little temper, and your are a mimic and potential human timebomb.

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hahas nice character~

Thanksgiving~

2009-03-26T08:26:00.006+08:00

After watching Grey' Anatomy yesterday
Season 5 episode 18

I've pick out a phrase that really opened my eyes

Practising medicines doesn't lend itself well to the making of friends. Maybe because life and morality, are in our faces all the time. Maybe because in staring down death everyday, we are force to know that life, every minute is borrowed time and each person we let our self care about is just one more lost somewhere down the line. For this reason some doctors just don/t bother making Friends at all. But the rest of us, we made it our job to move that line, to push each lost as far away as we can.

Making friend are important there are the one's that stand by you when your sad, happy, in pain, lost, etc etc.

Today i would like to give thanks for the fact that I'm alive. Today morning almost met with a car accident but nothing happen, but if i was 5 sec late the accident would have happen. I thank God for keeping me and my family save. 2nd thing is that i give thanks that Yp Camp 2009 has found a Camp Speaker. 3rd I give thanks that I am me. I maybe be able to make a lot of plans but only with God's Grace, will it be able to carry out.

Psalm 119:88
New American Standard Bible
Revive me according to Your lovingkindness, So that I may keep the testimony of Your mouth.

Well today after class was like rain rain rain. It was really nice and i took a long nap when i reach home, was really tired after a long day at college.

Currently I'm trying to find a place for my youth camp 2009 anyone has any suggestions? My friend suggested this place Eagle Ranch Resort in PD http://www.impression.com.my/PDmain/Eagleranch/eagleranch.htm

<3 Heroes

p.s just a little extra update after I cross my 1 hour online time limit.

LRT wooo~

2009-03-25T11:07:00.008+08:00

Yesterday i finish class late and only arrived at the LRT at 5.05pm my friend drop me off at the Asia Jaya station which is 19 station away for the station i have to get down Wangsa Maju. It was another weird day as not many people get on the train until KL sentral there were people waititng but everyone got into the train, even till KLCC station there were not many people. Usually the train should be pack but yesterday was werid.

I reach home at about 6pm, went online a while after dinner and went to bed at 8.30pm like that. I was so tired and didn;t wake up until it was time to go to college today. Today morning i wasn't sleepy but kind of fresh.

Today after class, i took the train from Taman Bahagia which is like 21 stations away from Wangsa Maju. wow not my longest but it was long. in total have 24 stations. The most station i've ever took was 22.

Past few days my classmates has been talking about apple's new phone and have been seeing a lot of advertisments about it. But the phone really do look nice.

The iPhone is an internet-connected multimedia smartphone designed and marketed by Apple Inc. with a flush multi-touch screen and a minimal hardware interface. The device does not have a physical keyboard, so a virtual keyboard is rendered on the touch screen instead. The iPhone functions as a camera phone (including text messaging and visual voicemail), a portable media player (equivalent to an iPod), and an Internet client (with email, web browsing, and local Wi-Fi connectivity).

This phone too much for me once lost = lost ipod, hp and laptop Lolz

I rather have an ipod which i'm looking at one, maybe i ask my dad buy it for my birthday =p

The iPod Touch is a portable media player and Wi-Fi mobile platform designed and marketed by Apple Inc.

The iPod Classic is a portable media player marketed by Apple Inc.

A new Start~

2009-03-24T19:07:00.002+08:00

Updated, upgraded and added a lot of things to my Blog~

So how you all like it??

Jumping Eyelids~

2009-03-24T09:03:00.004+08:00

Since yesterday my right eyelid has been jumping. This may sound crazy but it is true. The whole of yesterday and today morning its been bothering me so i did some research on it. Well 1 thing is for sure i'm not going crazy or something bad or good is going to happen... i hope.

So i google "jumping eyelids'' medical term is Eyelid Myokymia

Myokymia is the spontaneous, fine fascicular contractions of muscle without muscular atrophy or weakness. Eyelid myokymia typically involves the orbicularis oculi muscle of one of the lower eyelids; occasionally, the upper eyelids also can be affected. In most cases, eyelid myokymia is benign, self-limited, and not associated with any disease.

Myokymia can affect the lower lids or upper lids. It is believed that most cases of ocular myokymia have to do with a lack of sleep and stress. Insufficient lubrication of the eye with natural tears is also thought to be a contributing factor in some cases. If the spasms are happening below the eye, the cause may be from worry, concern, or emotional stress. Generally, you need to find the cause of your worry and try to relax.

To help put a stop to the eyelid spasms:

Get your full rest.
Reduce or eliminate stress.
Cut back on caffeine.
Reduce computer time to cut down on eye strain.

After reading this maybe i am lacking of sleep, worry and stress about something. so true =(

The weather is Hot HOt HoT HOT HOT

Yesterday was so hot the whole day thru, i was like raining sweat 24/7, at lest today i rain so heavily until i could not hear myself talking. I love the rain it really brightens my day, rain calms me down and listen to things around me.

Yesterday in class I lifted a 86kg classmate from the wheelchair to the couch. We were learning about how to transfer patients from wheelchair to bed. And i was amaze by how strong i was but i told myself i wasn't strong but God has provided me with not only physical strength but Spiritual strength to overcome my worries and problem i face every second.

We live by FAITH, not by Sight. Amen

Princess

2009-03-23T13:35:00.003+08:00

When the word "Princess" is said what runs thru your mind?

This is what usually people think. Princess, is the feminine form of prince. Most often, the term has been used for the consort of a prince, or her daughters.

For me i see a Princess as a Warrior.

The term warrior has two meanings. The first literal use refers to "a person engaged or experienced in warfare." The second figurative use refers to "a person who shows or has shown great vigor, courage, or aggressiveness, as in politics or athletics

And my favorite~ Xena The Warrior Princess

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Xena

Scary~

2009-03-21T21:50:00.005+08:00

Today i saw 4 cars breakdown on the road between 3pm to 8pm. I don't know what it means but it was really weird. But what freak me out most today was i saw a guy forcing a girl into a car. Kidnap? Just playing around? I don't know but i though i should have at lest hon but instead i just drove thru. I saw the girl struggling but i was really scared at that moment. I was thinking what will happen if i help? What if i had help? will she be ok? I do pray she is ok because if something bad had happen, i could have made a difference there =(

I'm still thinking about it and feeling sad about it.

Todays special speaker was really good i have to say, i'm planing on asking him to be our camp speaker since the one we wanted have to speak at another camp. I pray that if its God's will then we shall have him.

Miss this dearly <3

Together by Krystal Meyers

2009-03-20T18:47:00.004+08:00

We all long to belong
We all need to be needed
Loneliness is our disease
Still we bite the hand that feeds
Where did we go wrong
Insecure and self-sufficient
Building up walls instead of bridges

Let our lonely hearts collide
We're made to live this life
Together
Together
Reach across this great divide
Cuz standing side by side is better
Together

All the pride we defend
Teaches us to pretend
Like we can make it on our own
But we were never made to walk alone

Let the lines between us disappear
It starts now
It starts here
Yeah

Swimming~

2009-03-19T13:58:00.004+08:00

Lately I've been swimming, since it calms me down and its also a form of exercises. Yesterday i went swimming with my siblings. i could only hold my breath for 70 secs =( Anyway I'll try to hold it longer the next time i go swimming. I go swimming at lest once a week and the maximum is 3 times a week.

Today i over sleep because i went back to bed after i woke up. I woke up at 6am and then went to make breakfast. Then went back to the room to get ready but i went back to bed and woke up at 6.50am. Usually it doesn't happen i guess i was tired from yesterdays swimming. Had to rush a little and left house about 7am.

Today I'll only be having practical classes, which means time passes a little faster and yay its Thursday already. Sadly i can't go online at home yet.

Tomorrow i plan to take my bro and sis to watch "Race to the Witch Mountain'' wonder how will the movie be like.

Walt Disney Pictures resurrects one of their time-honored franchises with Race to Witch Mountain, a family-oriented sci-fi adventure that tells the story of two alien visitors (AnnaSophia Robb and Alexander Ludwig) whose search for their spacecraft gets them caught up in an adventure with a cab driver (Dwayne "The Rock" Johnson) and a UFO specialist (Carla Gugino). As the group races toward the mysterious mountain in the Nevada desert that has mystified scientists and paranormal researchers for years, the government, gangsters, and an extraterrestrial bounty hunter attempt to prevent them from reaching their intended destination. Should the two planetary travelers fail in recovering their ship, an alien invasion will be launched against the entire planet. The original 1975 picture Escape to Witch Mountain was followed by the sequel Return From Witch Mountain, as well as a 1995 made-for-TV remake. ~ Jeremy Wheeler, All Movie Guide.

Can't wait till today ends

peace out~

loveless

Coffee~

2009-03-18T08:12:00.006+08:00

What a morning to start by spilling coffee on yourself? Well this is the 2nd time this happen, i was in my uniform and was about to get breakfast ready when i hit the spoon in the cup full of my coffee. How careless, i was doing my usual rush and multi tasking when this happen. Didn't go online at home yesterday as well. Feeling kinda sad.

Anyway yesterday night me and my siblings watch ''City Of Ember". The movie was ok.

Ember is a city built to last 200 years from the Earth Destroyed by Blobs Humans Aliens called "Drei" . The builders of Ember left instructions to the mayors in a box that would open by itself. Unfortunately, one of the mayors was lazy and tossed the box into a closet, where it was forgotten for generations. The year is 2416 A.D. After the Earth's destruction. Lina Mayfleet, and Doon Harrow are two children in Ember who find themselves on a mission to save their dying city. The city's lights are beginning to flicker and food supplies are running out. Doon lands a job at the Pipeworks where he wants to try to repair the failing generator. Lina's job is simple - she is a messenger, but she soon finds herself in over her head when she discovers the box of instructions left by the builders so long ago.Doon and she find themselves on a wild adventure when they discover the way out of Ember, but corrupt officials and a treacherous mayor stand against their wish to save the city. With courage and heart they brave the darkness - all to help their fellow citizens escape the dying city.

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How can one feel so lost whne so many things are happening around?
How can one feel so lonely even around people?
How can one think so much when we only live a day at a time?
How can one wory so much about everything when everything changes when the time comes?
How can one not cry when one is so hurt?
How can one wear a mask and hide ones true self?
How can one find joy in the world when everything is falling?
How can one who hate oneself be love by others?
How can one love something so much and yet lose it?
How can one find light in a place of darkness?

peace out~

Morning Blues~

2009-03-17T08:39:00.003+08:00

Well i think for this whole sem Tuesday morning i wont have class~ but i still come early because i'm lazy to take the public transport to college so i just follow my dad. Been in college since 7.30am and since today i brought my lappy, i can at lest watch some movie. Just watch finish Season 5 Episode 9 Desperate house wives.

Yesterday I didn't went online at home because i was tired and didn't want to ask for the modem. Now a days I feel like I have to be force to do something. I don't find joy in doing things this few days.

Psalm 119

18 Open my eyes that I may see, wonderful things in your law.
25 I am laid low in the dust; preserve my life according to your word.
33 Teach me, O LORD, to follow your decrees; then I will keep them to the end.
34 Give me understanding, and I will keep your law and obey it with all my heart.
35 Direct me in the path of your commands, for there I find delight.
36 Turn my heart toward your statutes and not toward selfish gain.
37 Turn my eyes away from worthless things; preserve my life according to your word
41 May your unfailing love come to me, O LORD, your salvation according to your promise;
50 My comfort in my suffering is this: Your promise preserves my life.

this is all for now~

Back to Routine like Week~

2009-03-16T08:46:00.005+08:00

Well last whole week past by like every other college week and so will this week~

Have to Wake up at 6am and reach college at about 7.30am and wait for classes to start at 9am

This weeks timetable

Monday- Class from 9am-4.30pm, 8.30 to 10.30 Bible Study
Tuesday- Class from 9am-4.30pm
Wednesday- Class from 9am-4.30pm
Thursday- Class from 9am-4.30pm
Friday- Class from 9am-11am (love Fridays)
Saturday- YP 3.30pm-630pm
Sunday- Church 8am-1.30pm, Captain Ball 5pm-7pm

Its 1pm and i'm in the computer lab now because i have 2 hours of lunch break today

The morning class and the 2nd class have pass and i was kinda half a sleep. Trying so hard to stay awake. CR 2 was kinda ok but i felt boring. During the class i was thinking about YP's Shadow play which is gonna be presented on the 10 April 2009 on Good Friday Night service. I'm kinda worried about it because we only have 3 more practises. I do pray it goes well.

Other then that i am feeling kinda lost this few days, i have lots on my mind. I think i might crash one day. When college starts everything seems to feel like my mind has restart and back to its blank phase.

I keep on asking when is the next holiday lolz. I want holiday, maybe its because I'm still in my holiday mood and don't want to get back to reality.

Few days back i watch a movie title "The Curious Case of Benjamin Button" Its a nice movie but a bit slow.

Directed by David Fincher
Starring Elias Koteas, Julia Ormond, Brad Pitt, Tilda Swinton, Jason Flemyng, Cate Blanchett, Taraji P. Henson
David Fincher's The Curious Case of Benjamin Button, an adaptation of F. Scott Fitzgerald's story, re-teams the director with Brad Pitt, who takes on the title role. What makes Button such a curious case is that when he is born in New Orleans just after World War I, he is already in his eighties, and proceeds to live his life aging in reverse. This sweeping film follows the character's unusual life into the 21st century as he experiences joy and sadness, loves lost and found, and the meaning of timelessness. Cate Blanchett co-stars along with Tilda Swinton, Elias Koteas, and Julia Ormond. ~ Perry Seibert, All Movie Guide

Well thats all for now~

Peace Out~

A new Start~

2009-03-12T13:16:00.004+08:00

Holidays are over, back to college, back to waking up at 6am, back to LRT (train) full of humans and back to classes from 9am till 4.30pm.

Well i am now a Year 2 Sem 2 student another 1 and a half year more till i graduate. I pass all my papers last semester which was surprising but i was glad i did. A fresh new start with many things up ahead and the past is left behind but never forgotten~

This semester I'll be taking 4 subjects and will be going for my 1st placement for 10 weeks(10 weeks AHhhhhh) Subjects are~

1. CardioRespiratory 2
2.Muskuloskeletal 3
3. Neurology 2
4. Moral Studies(which i do not like)

Well as far as the 2 weeks holiday went after my internship at SPICES. I went to Langkawi 3 days 2 night for holiday. It was ok, fun and i drove the whole time we were there. I went with my family and 2 friends. I enjoyed the place, its a relax place, you do not see people constantly on the move like we see here in KL.

Life has not been easy for me, most of the time i feel out of place when i'm with friends. I feel like i do not really fit in. Does everyone always feel this? Or is it just me, i always felt left out and can't seem to fit in anywhere my whole life. I know there is ups and down in life but there are more downs then up.

I'm currently back in Maple and been watching a lot of movies and English series. Latest movie i watch was Street Fighter: Legend of Chun Li. The movie was ok but it was totally different from the game i use to play.

Oh and i cut my hair short, look like a boy now i think, some people ask me did i dye my hair black? well no i just basically cut off all the dye hair because i wanted back my black hair.

Dad bought me new speakers which was cool, i have been looking for one since Jan.

As for now I'm in college blogging because i didn't go for lunch break. tata for now =p

peace out

After My exams Stress

2009-02-06T20:54:00.005+08:00

Got no idea why i put such a title, of well here goes.

Well Exams are over

CNY wasn’t that great for me because I have my finals on the 4th day of CNY. I went back to grandparent’s place on the 25th Jan 2009. My grandparents recently move to a new house which is kind of small when everyone went back for CNY. Stayed there for 2 nights. I have to say I did try to study and only got a bit into my little brain. At my grandparents place the TV was on 24/7 watch Chinese Series 1 after another which was annoying. Good thing they previous owner of the house installed air-cond so it was not so hot. I didn’t take any pictures because my brilliant sister forgot to bring the camera back, but my cousin too some. Maybe I should get them from him.

On the 2nd day of CNY (27 Jan 2009) which was the 3rd day of traveling we travel down to Ipoh, Menglembu. We stayed at my Aunt’s place, I have to say I enjoy staying here then my grandparents.

3rd day of CNY we started traveling home, we drop by at my Grand Uncles place to visit him and his sons which are my uncle. He took us out for lunch. The lunch was awesome, we had Lobster. My 1st time eating this, wonder how much it will cost, guess I will never know for now because my grand uncle will never let use pay, its kind of a tradition thing where the oldest pays.

And here the lobsters

After that we travel back to KL.

The next few days was exam.

Anyway here is what I'll be up too the whole Feb~

Thats all for now cyas~

Will not Be Posting till Finals are over~

2009-01-10T10:26:00.001+08:00

Haiz finals are here~

I don't think i will be online that often or blogging

cyaz after my finals

A very long update

2009-01-07T21:17:00.002+08:00

21 Dec 2008
Chinese MGC Christmas Day Celebration was held on this day, it was great and all of us had fun singing and eating of course, everyone work so hard the past few months and it finally paid off. Many people came some old faces and some new, I was glad everything turns out well for this day

22 Dec 2008
Class was usual on this day when everyone is having holiday, so lazy and tired. Some more at night I have to lead caroling. At about 8pm about 40+ people came, amazingly we had enough transport, 6 cars and 1 van. Caroling was at Aunty Joyce House and then we went to hoho’s place to surprise him. After that I didn’t join the other youth for supper because I still had class the next day.

23 Dec 2008
Class as usual good thing the lecturer was really kind and lets us out 1 hour earlier. We say Merry Christmas and happy New Year to each other and went back home. At night we had to houses to go to so we met about 7pm practice a little and headed to the house for caroling.

24 Dec 2008
Christmas Eve service was ok. Cheras Gospel came to sing their song, but I just think it was normal, and the guys can sing. Why cant guys in yp sing like that too. Anyway during worship I played the base. Before 12am we all left because tomorrow has to wake up early for service.

25 Dec 2008
Christmas morning service was like…. I don’t know, the Chinese Section had to present back the same thing we did on the 21st Dec as this days service was not planed and was last min. Caroling again at night, not so many people came but we had fun singing for the last night.

26 Dec 2008
short break, basically did nothing much expect play maple

27 & 28 Dec 2008
Yp Com Retreat at Mawar Apartments, the meeting went really well, and we got almost everything planed and done. I’m really happy that everything just came out fine. I pray Yp Com 2009 will be the great.

29 Dec 2008
Went to the Zoo in the morning with my bro and sisters. ZOO!! I WENT TO THE ZOO?? Cannot believe I actually went there. After that i went for A levels class reunion at KLCC for lunch. Its been a long time since we met up and it was nice talking to them again.

30 Dec 2008
SLeep, SLeep, SLeep

31 Dec 2008
At night MGC had watch night service which 70% of the people are youth. The youths came mainly because of the Sleepover at Church. At about 12.30am the adults went home and the youths had our program. We played Werewolf (mafia), pokemon card, speed and many more games, everyone was having to much fun and didn’t realize time had pass so fast. Time sure flies when we are having fun.

1 Jan 2009
Everyone didn’t Sleep till 7am except Cikgu. Then I went home while the others went for breakfast. Then at night we went and watch Bed time story, I took my sister and bro to watch it. I think the movie is ok, not that its fantastic but ok.

2 Jan 2009
I think I wasknock out already on this day, SLEEPP

3 Jan 2009
1st Yp for the year 2009. we started at 4.30pm with worship and then games. The title for that day was New Year Intro. So I briefly introduce the new com and stuff we are going to be doing. Yp now has a blog http://www.mgcyp.co.nr/ and also has an email add. Oh we also have a yp phone line.

4 Jan 2009
Chruch as usual, played the piano for worship and then at 5pm went for baptism

5 Jan 2009
Back to classes and uniform, so tired because had to wake up at 6am again and then the classes were really boring.

6Jan 2009
Classes was as usual time passes really fast because I had practical the whole day

7Jan 2009
Today I wore my new sport shoes, which was a Christmas present from mom. Classes were as usual and it was really a tiring day. Now, I’m like half dead, have to seep already

nitez

6-9 Dec 2008

2008-12-09T19:05:00.019+08:00

Well did you wonder where I’ve been during 6-9 Dec 2008?

I was at Yp camp at Dominic Villa in Genting. I was in the planning committee of this camp and the camp theme was “Are you I.T.?”

27 youths 6 adults 1 speaker 2 kids 36 people in total (I hope I counted correctly). All not knowing what is ahead of them.

Like any other camps, the camp started. I wasn’t too keen on it because me being me “NEGATIVE THOUGHTS” so 1st day was really stressful as I felt campers are not enjoying themselves. This was because during the 1st session of worship, most of the campers where basically not singing like I like to say “DEAD”.

During the night when the committee met I felt burden that maybe the camp was a screw up. Other then that, we discuss about the next days activities which was treasure hunt. I was in charge with one of the stations, I don’t know how the other 5 stations did but mine was really fun and everyone said it was the toughest (I don’t know maybe).

What do you think is this?

This is call eat the pear without using hands and the pear is higher then everyone’s head.

4 pears hangging

This is my group ULTRA UNGU trying to eat their pear =p

Look at Nat's reaction when he saw the hangging pears

This is Group DIGI eating their pear

This is the PINK PANTHER eating their pear

Everyone enjoyed themselves during the treasure hunts even I did. At night we watch a movie together title “Facing the Giant” it’s a really great movie, I urge EVERYONE to watch it.

Never Give up, Never back down, Never lose FAITH, with God , all things are possible.

8 Dec 2008 (3rd day of camp)

On this day, all the committee receives bad news that Michelle has to leave us as her best friend has move on. It was really sad news but I felt burden even the day before. So during the morning we have to make changes and help each other. What makes things worst that it rain the whole day and so we could not play water war but had to come up with Plan B. I totally felt that great everything was over but I was wrong everything became better and better. During the evening it was time for Plan B, which was monkeying around. (more about this later). Everything work out just fine and everyone had fun.

I later realize that I was one of the oldest campers as all the other older youth have gone over the seas and so I felt that why am I left behind? But… =p

At night we had Happy Hour Time, 4 groups given 7 words and 1 Idiom to be act out. The whole event and play was so GREAT that everyone had a great laugh. After Happy Hour Time, it was a free night as it was the last night of camp so most of us played “Mafia”. 1am and it was time to sleep as usual the “boys” didn’t and I need to go down and ask them to SLEEP.

9 Dec 2008 (last day of camp)

On this very morning i was glad that camp was almost over so I don’t have to stress anymore but sad that somehow camps all have to END. We wore our red Camp T-shirt on this day as we have photo session later after breakfast. During this last session of worship for this camp, I was really touched that everyone from the 1st day “DEAD” has become so “ALIVE” and I was so happy that they all sang their hearts out. I think we could even make Dominic Villa rumble if we keep singing and singing our camp song. Everyone seems to have changing 180 degrees since the 1st day of camp.

After the last session, we had reflection time and I was again touch that everyone shared something from their heart and I was glad that everyone had lots of fun and learns a lot of things. This camp was a really memorable camp for everyone, events all went well and I thank the committee I work with for making this possible without you guys I think we all can’t pull it through.

During this time of sharing, I learn not only from the sessions by the speaker but learn more from the campers, I finally see what I have been doing all this while, serving in the Yp. All the effort I have been putting is for something. I finally saw the truth in this and I am really happy and am filled with tears of joy.
I shall continue to serve in the Youth and never give up, never back down, never lose FAITH, because with God, all things are possible.

EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON

WOW this is the longest post i've ever writen for a long time =p

ARE YOU I.T.? CAMP ROX

Why Don't I like to Smile?

2008-11-20T20:09:00.004+08:00

Tell me why? Many times i wonder and never really obtain any answer

Let me Tell u a Tale that happen today..

On a rainy morning, a girl was sent to school early in the morning as her father has to go to work. She had history class for the 1st and 2nd period. While the class was going on the teacher loves to brag and ask silly question. He also loves to make fun with peoples name. While the girl was listening to his bragging, he suddenly look at the girl and said funny things about her name. Then he ask her why do you look so angry? Did i say something wrong? Then her friends ask her to smile so he can stop with the question. The girl felt stupid and ask why should she smile to such a person?

THE END

Today someone ask if he could answer this and i said yeah his answer was
"Because your sour" LOLz

Someone even said this "Smile! It's not like anyone died!" hahas

I'll smile when i have too but i don't like doing it often

smile

Next Plane Home - Daniel Powter

2008-11-19T18:43:00.001+08:00

I woke up early to baby blue eyes from the far whoah whoah
and when the sun comes through and lights you like the angel you are whoah whoah
I know I do you wrong when I'm with you I've been gone

With every season change, it looks the same ... whoah whoah
And dont these empty streets skip a beat the flowers dont bloom whoah whoah

I can't believe I missed your birthday again
and I wanna come back but I just don't know when now

And I'm so lonely your not here with me
That's way I'm gonna be on the next plane home

The road that never ends next ends around the bend I see your smile whoah whoah
I'd swim across the sea to be with you for a while whoah whoah
cos I'm ... life ...
now the way that I feel I just don't belong

And I'm so lonely you're not here with me
thats why I'm gonna be on the next plane home
And you're you're the only face I wanna see
thats why I'm gonna be on the next plane home

Stand around try to make every moment
and be somebody yeah anybody
it seems the whole world is taking me over
I need somebody to help me get back ??

and I've always been a million miles away
but things are gonna change
I just wanna come home

And you're you're the only face I wanna see
thats why I gonna be on the next plane home
yeah I'm taking the next plane home
Now I'm getting the next plane home
Now I'm taking the next plane home

Lovely Morning

2008-11-19T13:32:00.004+08:00

Today morning as usual i arrive early and its the 1st in sight outside the library. But it was a really lovely morning, i shall tell you why.

Yesterday i bought myself a book and i was really happy that i could read it in the morning while waiting for classes to start or not I'll be so boring. While reading it rain really heavy until i could not hear anything else except the rain. To me this was paradise because i could not hear any other sounds, even mine and people talking. At this moment i was really at peace, i could scream and no one could hear or sing a song to myself. The heavy pouring rain started my day of and not forgetting my book.

Actually i hate doing nothing in the morning, i can't seem to just sit outside the library doing nothing, i had to do something and today was lovely, to me of course because the rain was pouring heavily and i had a book that i would read with me. Some of you may thing this is stupid but its just me.

The Record of Fallen VAMPIRE

2008-11-18T20:39:00.005+08:00

Have been reading this manga lately~

Summary of this Manga

There is a legend that tells of how the world was almost destroyed thousands of years ago by the vampire queen after she unleashed her latent powers. Despite their efforts, the humans were unable to defeat her, and thus resorted to sealing her away until the time came that they would be powerful enough to destroy the seal and kill her. However, the humans are not the only ones after the seal. Having cast aside his kingdom and betraying his own race and the dhampirs (half-vampires), the vampire king is persistantly searching, even to this day, for where his queen has been sealed away so he may break the seal and free her before the humans do. Fearing that once the king and queen are reunited, they shall continue to destroy the world together, the humans and dhampirs hunt the king, using any method possible

Want to read this manga ?

http://www.onemanga.com/Record_of_Fallen_Vampire/

2008-11-17T19:09:00.000+08:00

Weekends are over and here comes Monday

Why do I always feel that weekends passes so fast? Well maybe because I am really busy during weekend’s end of the year. As Yp camp is near, Christmas and also New Year 2009.

How’s today you may ask, same old same old. Monday Blue

As usual I wake up at 6am and leave the house at about 6.45am as I usually take a lift from my dad. He starts work at 8am so I have to leave early also. Though my class only starts at 9am. I’m usually the earliest to arrive at like 7.20am and to my surprise today I found that the study room is doing some renovation so I have to go to the library which only opens at 8am some times 8.30am.

So I have to sit outside till the library open, wish I brought my laptop then at lest can do some work. When the library opened I sat in the library till it was time for class. Classes today were boring as Mr One Word One Word was really boring. Had his class from 9am to 10am and 11.30am till 1.30pm. Good thing the next class from 2.30pm till 4.30pm was postpone to tomorrow, then can go home early.

Well this few days has been raining cats and dogs but its nice at lest I like cold better then hot. Done nothing much till now but will start planning and typing for yp camp. I really hope camp goes well as many of my friends has left the yp and its hard that without some support.

Well that all for now time for dinner…

>(//)<

Wondering off...

2008-11-15T23:53:00.003+08:00

Tell me why is my mind wondering,

To some where even I can't see

I can't stop worrying about something

But can't seem to remember what is it

This few days I've been in a daze

Wish there was something i could do

To find out WHY...

I think I'm often day dreaming

Till the end of days

But at lest i know

I'm never alone

NITEZ

2008-11-15T13:18:00.001+08:00

THE
WAR
WILL
NEVER
END!!!!!

Why?

2008-11-11T21:42:00.001+08:00

Why
Is
My
Heart
Aching?

Nitez time to sleep

Freaky Friday

2008-11-07T21:42:00.003+08:00

Today sure is freaky, I'll tell you why..

But 1st of all i finish my mid term test already, so happy today.

The next class after that i couldn't even concentrate was really restless to go home.

Then at the LRT station, on the way home, i saw a not so muscular medium man with tight white tang top, short low cut pants with flowers, short till above the thigh, wears a belt, shaves all his leg hair, pants was so tight till can see .... wear sun glasses, uses a hand beg, wears sport shoe with socks and listening to CD player.

This was freaky to me and disgusting

The other one was a car accident, i was like 8 steps away, i was like great that car sure can not stop already, "BANG" kinda crazy to see it. The the car started leaking

That was my freaky friday

Disappointed

2008-11-05T17:24:00.003+08:00

Today was kind of a disappointed day,, went to college at 7.20am on a rainy day. What makes matter worst was that morning class was cancel, but at lest i was able to study for the up coming exam Neuro 1. The exam went well, but i wont past with flying colours, but just a pass.

The next class was at 2.30pm and it was suppose to be a talk by a some Doctor, but till 3pm his shadow was not even seen. Then the Head of Physiotherapy Department came down, make a phone call and told us, the Doctor cant make it, so class was cancel, how lame can this be?

After that i took the LRT home, mom said she wanted to go to Jusco to buy some milk for my bro, to my horror the milk that my mom wanted to buy was totally empty, the can was there, but the milk in it was gone, all 3 cans. How can some one do this? I think that person got a container and stole all the milk powder for his or her kid. Each of the milk can cost RM61.90. WHAT A BIG DISAPPOINTMENT. I thought we are civilize people but stealing milk powder? its so lame and wrong. It so sad to see how people can do such a thing

well that was my disappointing day

Things i do every week online

2008-11-04T20:05:00.003+08:00

What do i do online every week ?

Well for now once a week i will..
Read Manga
- Naruto
- Bleach
- D.Gray Man
- Law of Ueki Plus

Watch Anime
- Vampire Knight Season 2

Download Episodes
- Heroes Season 3
- Gossip Girls Season 2
- Ghost Whisperer Season 4
- Desperate Housewives Season 5
- Supernatural Season 4

Everyday i'll
- chat on msn
- check e-mails
- go on facebook
- Check for new movies
- look at my blog and sometimes blog
- read someone's blog <3
- check for manga updates

byez

Finally Breaking Dawn

2008-11-03T19:56:00.002+08:00

I have finally bought the final book of the Twilight Saga. ''Breaking Dawn". I didnt buy the books in between because i borrow them from my cousin. Anyway can't wait to read but sadly i have my mid term exam coming up so have to wait till exams are over.

This is the 1st book which i already own. =)

Back to UNIFORM

2008-11-02T20:59:00.006+08:00

After a week of holidays, i feel kinda sad have to go back to college. Its will be everyday uniform, Jam in LRT and bus. its annoying everyday have to wear uniform feel like children, some more the uniforms ain't nice.

MY Uniform and my class mate

Mid term exams are up and i'm not even ready yet. But i'm glad i finsih my assingments.

Time to study, ya rite

1st November ALREADY

2008-11-01T12:19:00.003+08:00

Well i guess you can say time pass by just by a snap of your fingers.

Its been 8 months since that day. Glad things turn up fine

And its already more then a year since i started my course, and now i'm in my 2nd year.

Now i kinda fear the future.

really scared

Why do i feel so Lost?

2008-11-01T01:05:00.002+08:00

Maybe you where not here by my side to guide me thru?

But this whole week has fly by and i have done nothing

so moodless and lost

what am i becoming

Blood Test Results

2008-10-30T21:30:00.003+08:00

Well i went and got the results today and guess what? I'm Anemic and cholesterol on the border of high.

And I am blood group O positive, finally i know if I'm positive or negative have been a long time since i wanted to know about this.

Other then that everything normal, no cancer that's for sure. Its was a relive actually, lest one thing to worry but need to control the cholesterol. Mom said so young already like this must take good care of food. I thank God that nothing is wrong with me.

What have i been doing today you may ask? Been watching Ghost Whisperer and basically laze around and doing nothing at all.

I shall continue doing my assignment now

2008-10-29T20:27:00.000+08:00

New skin~ what do you all think?

2008-10-29T19:36:00.002+08:00

The heat is killing me, i was doing my assigment for just a while and i felt that my brain just fried.

I drove all the way to a 7-eleven in the high blast air cond to get a bottle of sprite and ice-creams 3 actually

The i went to my parents room and turn on the air cond to the lowerst it could get and stay there till like 7pm.

Now i'm sweating again, guess taking a bath might cure the heat

Never knew getting heating up need a cure =)

Confused little me~

2008-10-29T12:31:00.004+08:00

Have you ever been really confuse till you just wish you cant remember anything?
Well i do, most of the time actually

Well someone did ask me how do i cope with long distance relationship but actually at some point of times i cant really cope with it. But most of the time, i try being really positive but dont really turn up well. I ask a lot of question to myself and if i cant answer them i just simply ask and seek for help. It really hurt sometimes but i must always look at the bright side and move forward. i like this quote ''Yesterday is the past, Tomorrow is a mystery and today is the present'' well present as in gifts so live today till the fullest. Sounds familiar? Advice from me live one day at the time and hope for a better tomorrow.

I often ask myself this days, what will i do if i was diagnose with cancer or found out i was not gonna life long? If thing that went thru my mine was ''I think I'm going to give up" . But after giving some though about it, i guess I'll try my best to live to the fullest until i leave the world.

For who ever reads my blog, do you ever seen me cry? well actually i do but by myself with no one seeing. I'm usually sad, but people always see me as mad, and often get the worst 1st impression of me. Well i guess that's normal because everyone always Judge a book by its cover.

Lastly for now, ..enjoy other people and .. like them and finally you will grow to love them deeply

A break~

2008-10-28T16:09:00.002+08:00

Well it was a long time since i last blog, i though i was going to stop blogging as i'm not really good at it. But recently i felt the urge to blog.

Today i went to get a blood test because i wanted to know how my body is in badly. Mainly because of people close to me getting cancer and diseases which really scares me.

After that, i took my bro to watch high school musical 3 which was not all that bad. Basically i only like the singing and dancing which was good. Wish i could have gone with other people but dont really have choices because i'm the only one having a week holiday.

Mid term is up next week, assignments and presentation all also due next week. Everything has been really not ok lately. Its like 1 bad news after another and i feel really stress up.

Thats all for now.

My High Skool Class reunion~

2008-07-27T23:39:00.003+08:00

3 years later and we meet again

APGS Class 5Sc2 2005

well only 16 of us came out of the 36~

3 years ago

3 years later~

Amazing Weekend~

2008-06-23T21:57:00.002+08:00

Well title said it all~ it was really great

Saturday Yp was great and tiring but it was worth it. Well Yp had a movie and dinner birthday event. At like 11am went and bought the cake for at night, chocolate walnut cake from secret recipe. At like 12pm i started cooking for the dinner.. i had lots of fun cooking with my siblings and NAT ( yeah he help to peal the onions)

At 4pm i left the house for church, for worship practise and 5pm we started our event. It was amazing and encouraging the amount of people that came. Then we watch the 2nd part of Left Behind which was a good movie. I can't wait to watch the final movie and am already wondering what will happen. I like the movie and the plot.

After that dinner time... all the food finish and i was really happy it did because the last time so so much left over till don't know what to do. Everyone love the cake, even i did.

After everything ended and i went home, went online a while and then a friend pm me on MSN, stating that he is coming to my church, so i said ok. At 1st he didn't say that i have to pick him up, but later on he suddenly tell me 6 of them in total are coming to my church, i was shock and excited. I had to pick all of them at TBR and i was a little worried as 1 car isn't enough for them.

That night i couldn't sleep over excited, and worried at the same time. Sunday morning woke up at 7am to tell mom that i need to go pick my friends and she said ok she'll help me go pick also. Since we had and extra car everything just fall into place and i was so happy to see 6 of them even though i only know 1 which is my friend.

It was really an amazing weekend, God has show me and answer my prayers.

EVERYTHING HAPPEN FOR A REASON

2008-06-12T23:16:00.001+08:00

Lonely are the Night,
Lonely are the Days,
Lonely Am I, In so many ways

Lonely Am I

2008-06-12T20:58:00.005+08:00

Well lets see my finals are coming soon in like a month and i don't even have the motivation to start studying in hostel, but at lest i can get some chapters done when I'm at home. So I've decided that next semester you'll move back home and it means waking up early in the morning and taking public transport home.

Since the price to petrol price went up from RM1.92 to RM 2.70, i don't really feel the difference but I'm sure many other people does. I also heard from somewhere that the government is going to rise the price to RM 4.00 which is crazy

i realise many things after i stay in hostel, it will be a year in Augs i have been staying here. One thing is for sure, i like noise, silence KILLS me. Other than that, i love to have company around me, it doesn't really matters if the person talks to me or not just some company will do. Oh and i more thing is I'm so bored of the food here, miss home cook food, hahas. Life is kinda slow in hostel or rather boring, no laughter, no sorrow basically nothing its just me, myself and I.

About studies I'll have 5 papers to clear which are Anatomy, Physiology, Bio Mech, Electrotheraphy, Musculoskeletal and 1 practical exam. Exams will be on 14 July till 19 July 2008. After the exam i'll have my holidays and my 1st posting. Can't wait for the posting but ha;f scared because i don't know whats coming. Posting will be on 4 Aug till 16 Aug 2008.

During end of Augs my uncle from Canada will be coming down with his family to visit us for 10 days, its a bit sad that they are going to be staying for such a short time, but then its been a long long time since they came down and i'm excited.

Days passes slowly when someone you really miss is not around, guess i have to agree to that. Well since my prince went to china, i have to make a sight adjustment and getting use not seeing him so often. But I'm glad he's been spending his time with his family.

About online games, i don't think I'll be touching it for a while and i guess i wont, will never spend a single cent on online games anymore. But playing online games, maybe sometimes i will. Sometimes i think back of all the good times i had in maple i really miss it but i guess life moves on and now I'm on a different level. Maybe I'll find something else to replace my lost of this part but now i sure don't know what it is.

That's all for today and the lonely night~

Wow just realize that i've not blog this long before~=p

Memories of twenty days

2008-05-21T21:59:00.003+08:00

Well today reach home at 4am after sending my beloved to KL central, it has been really great the past few weeks.

Now back in hostel studying for tomorrow final exam from psychology

i will keep the promises i had made and change for the better with some help of course

i wanna grow in Gods image and to be able to serve Him

many things are hard to pen down but at lest i know God is always there for me

Oh well back to study

Normal day~

2008-05-14T23:46:00.004+08:00

As usual today is just a plain, moody and boring day~ classes was normal as usual

Have been studying psychology since after dinner and done with 1 chapter

well i got my new mattress after like 7 months lolz i put in my letter requesting for a new mattress since 1st of November 2007 and now only get. Well at lest they didn't take a year~

going to watch Narnia this Friday night, i cant wait for it, more importantly is i cant wait to go home to see my family and my prince hehes =p

ok thats all for now bed time

nitez

Wonderful memories to keep~

2008-05-13T23:05:00.003+08:00

22 days has past since i last blog and many great things have happen and some not so nice events but i cant type them all down because it will take like forever

But the best weekend holiday was in JB and i really enjoyed myself even though i didn't wanna go at 1st~ i met many new friends and some old friends but i had lots of fun~

Other than that my prince return hahas~
So i have been going out with him during weekends, which is kinda the only time i can see him because of my classes.. but i had a great time

oh well thats all for now am tired from playing basketball with my classmates and my roomie's classmates

nitez peace

Anything can happen~

2008-04-20T20:47:00.003+08:00

Well the weekend was ok~

Something that i hope to happen happen and I'm glad about it. I invited my classmate to my house this weekend, but on last Monday she turn me down. But suddenly on Friday, she found out the hostel will have no electric current so, i invited her to my house again and she agreed.

God works in many ways and i truly believe there is a propose in this. My classmate is a non-christian, since YP is having BBQ party at Uncle Andrew's house, i also invited her to that event.

I'm happy she is able to come and join in the youth as i truly believe she enjoyed her stay with my family.

Other than that, today's Sunday worship was FANTASTIC, i have to say that^^ we had 2 pianist and 2 guitarist and everyone enjoyed it.

And of course Cabal~

New Cloths yay~

Emo weekend?

2008-04-14T22:02:00.003+08:00

For the past week nothing seems to go right. I have lost my mind maybe but everything seems to be not progressing. Wheres the love maybe people might say? but guess i lost my inspiration and home sick maybe. I think I'll consider if i want to stay in hostel anymore. Even though i got used of being alone in the room but it seems too quiet, even though music is being played but no laughter, nor sound, nor a sight of human present. I cant seem to study because I'm feeling lonely. Doing other things then studying, i know i have to study but the environment kills me.

As for the weekend, i had class. yeah the only day i could sleep in and i had class from 9 to 11am. The night before was horrible because i was seriously home sick. At night i went for a event where the Planet shakers were, the place was pack and i did wish i ha vent go there. But what surprise me is the amount of Christians i say which makes it worth going. Other than that would be , become driver =p since they didn't have enough drivers.

Sunday was pretty much ok spend most of my time after church playing cabal to keep my mind calm and saint. Was really Emo because of some incident that happen.

well i guess i do want a mentor but who to ask? i cant seem to think of anyone though there may be someone out there~

Dear God, Please Help me to be patience in all things i do, i'm sorry that i go into rage sometimes but please help me to be patience. I really need strenght to do this Amen

Dota~

2008-04-11T22:40:00.001+08:00

Uchiha Itachi is the best~

2008-04-11T17:38:00.000+08:00

2008-04-09T22:05:00.000+08:00

Just random stuff today~

2008-04-08T21:11:00.002+08:00

My note book =p during lecture today

In practical class today~ LOlz

Hey all this is Movement Therapy

Trying to pick him up~

Come on look at the camera =p my classmates

*turns his head*

End of yet another week~

2008-04-06T22:01:00.004+08:00

The weekend pass by like no other~ but with extra pain in the ankle =.=

Lazy to blogg~ nothing much to say anyway~

Mom got me a new rice cooker so i can cook dinner =p

Lvled from 17 to 30

Numbers of day played: 4

Loving this new set of cloths~

XenaPotter's new look =p

Better le~

2008-04-01T16:15:00.007+08:00

Well my ankle is much better today after visiting the doctor yesterday~

Been resting =.= didnt walk much

Played Cabal yesterday

Guild Join: Spirit
Lvled from 12 to 16
Numbers of day played: 3

XenaPotter's new look =p

So dead~

2008-03-31T00:30:00.005+08:00

Saturday 29 March

Played Cabal

Number of days played: Day 2

Lvled from 8-11

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Twisted my Ankle while shaun got clothesline because of captain ball~

T.T i am so dead~

I got a bad feeling on this injury, hope it gets well soon or not need go see doctor

27 Dresses~

2008-03-27T19:39:00.007+08:00

Today all class was canceled so me and my blur blur friend went to time square and Sungai Wang to buy stuff, we went and watch movie also 27 Dresses nice movie i recommend you to watch the movie~ =p

After serving as a bridesmaid 27 times, a young woman wrestles with the idea of standing by her sister's side as her sibling marries the man she's secretly in love with.

27 Dresses Wow Nice hor~

The best brides maid dress ever in the movie =p

Why?

2008-03-26T13:46:00.008+08:00

Why hostel still no WATER ???

Class so boring till all do own things and sleep =p

Spot the lecturer?

Found her? LOlz no wonder everyone sleep~

While I take pic ^^

Looks familiar?